My precious lil muchkin Yusuf 😍😍😍

Assalamualaikum,
Holla, I'm back....
After 2 years disappearing from my blog.
I guess that time I was too occupied with job as wife, mother.

Now I'm back as single mother. Is not something I'm proud off. But I have to accept and embrace that title.

Honestly speaking, to move on from previous relationship and marriage.
A lot of differences especially when you have a son. You still have to face your ex for the rest of your life. Because both of you bonded by son.

My pray for yusuf. Be a pious man, if you found someone you love. Cherish them. If she loves you back. Never let her go and fight for her.....
My love story already ended here.

Discovering Melbourne ^o^

with my so called wingman :)

It's been a while since my last post in september 2014. *Infact one year and half =.=*
So many things happened that i couldn't imagine in my life.


Honestly, i can't believe that i actually stranded in Melbourne ^o^

From Moscow - Manchester - Malaysia - Melbourne ........any countries/cities start with letter M?

Funny thing my most awesome other half start with letter M as well...LOL ^.~

This is specially for my beloved ayah, mama and all my siblings....

I'm gonna make you all proud of me no matter what it takes!!!

True situation (3am) - sleepy eyes + trying hard to memorize those information O.O

huge eyebags tomorrow O.O

As i'm having seminar series tomorrow. Hopefully i can meet them again ^.^
This is the platform where people discover their own blindspot.
Since i'm a late bloomer, i just unlocked one of my blindspot----being unstoppable :)

My misadventure in Manchester Y^o^Y

Dear Ayah, i seem getting more nuts every year but you continue to be a true dairymilky oldie Y^o^Y

Just wanna let u know, i already done my first module....one step closer ahead >.<

Alhamdulillah done with first part... ^_____^

My worst habit ever....rolling, crawling and those kind of 360 degree position...i really cannot stand still for a long period of time >.<

Junior Doctor title way better than Foundation Doctor XD

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Foundation_doctor 

LoL, can i call myself as so called ainaa cullen :p

During toxicology session, i was given diz two cue cards...to elaborate about it, the Radon and Hydrogen Cyanide.... i came up with idea of chemical weapons, Prof Raymond Agius was like thats too extreme...do u have any ideas how we applied in our daily life...hmmmm *clueless moment =.=''''*

Occupational Medicine very broad field...is like u becoming

Obivously as a doctor,

a lawyer, i need to learn all this civil law,criminal law and bla bla bla

My work station >.<

Verbal or Physical abuse are not allowed  >.<

when my Dad says ' I LOVE U'

Although is kinda late, still i wanna wish Happy Belated Daddy's Day Y^o^Y

Ayah totally my first love XD * i have this kind of daddy-girly complex *

Infact, this is my third post about my ayah.....After reading my post, my dad was like....are you trying to publish me to public, thanks for making me popular *Dad, please...........=.='''''*

My other links about my super duper beloved awesome Dad!!!

http://osemlady.blogspot.co.uk/2014/04/ayah-im-still-daddys-little-girl.html

http://osemlady.blogspot.co.uk/2014/05/dear-ayah-dad.html

His goofy side >.<

Indeed, my dad loves to show his unconditional love in typical malaysian ways

He buys you your favourite things to eat

I think my dad the only one who can remember my favourite foods...even the dining always turned out to be our so called parliment debating *lots of stuff we totally disagree* Even my mom was like can both of  u guys please remain silent...LOL 

He takes your car to the workshop when your car breaks down

Trust me, i never even bother to take care of it.... eventhough he purposely ordered the car plate number based on my birthday * i miss my red baby beetle *

He is always happy to pick you up and drop you off when you need a ride

And he will definitely chit chat all day long......since my mom very quiet person, i always becoming next target to have someone to debate with XD

He silently pays for everything, from meals to your first car and of course, your university education

The things i know, Ka-ching - cash of money already there in my bank account.... Thanks ^.^

 He suffocates you with high expectations because he knows your potential

What??? u got B for Math??? this is totally unacceptable.....you are grounded!!!! Later on, i spent most of my school holidays doing all maths equations provided by my dad... I hate calculations.. I mean is totally fine with having diz basic main symbols

BUT who on earth created diz so called apple pie thingy  :p

I still remember i asked my teacher, how on earth they simplified Pi as 3.142 or 22/7...

My maths teacher was like can you please stop asking details about this and just bear in your mind, this fact will never and ever change for the rest of your life!!!! got it young lady!!! still it left me clueless somehow

He shows you off to his friends

It feels like you becoming some exhibition stuff when your parents introduce you to their friends....to be honest, is kinda awkward 

 He patiently teaches you practical things, like how to drive or change the flourescent light tube

Indeed, he taught me so many stuff XD

He drops you words of wisdom at random times of the day

I always been bullied due to my weirdo and awkwardness thingy, but my dad always said...Trust me, Allah must have special plan for you....you are strong girl inner and outer as well... ^_____^

Selamat Hari Ayah, kak long love you so much

Thanks for being my lovely awesome dad ever >.<

May Allah Bless Ayah always ^_______^

I wanna go back home, celebrating Ramadhan and Eid mubarak with my so called kiddolicious Y^.^Y

Tears of the Survivor

Happiness depends upon ourselves.

'Maybe it’s not about the happy ending, maybe it’s about the story.

'The purpose of life is a life of purpose.

'The difference between ordinary and extraordinary is that little extra. Happiness is a direction not a destination.

'Thank you for existing. Be happy, be free, believe, forever young.

'You know my name, not my story.

'You have heard what I’ve done, but not what I’ve been through.

'Love is like glass, looks so lovely, but it’s easy to shatter.

'Love is rare, life is strange, nothing lasts and people change.

'Every day is special, so make the most of it. You could get a life-ending illness tomorrow so make the most of every day.

'Life is only bad if you make it bad.

'If someone loves you then they wouldn’t let you slip away no matter how hard the situation is.

'Remember that life is full of ups and downs, without the downs the ups don’t mean anything.

'I’m waiting to fall in love with someone I can open my heart to.

'Love is not about who you can see spending your future with it’s about who you can’t see spending your life without.

'Life is a game for everyone but love is the only prize.' 

 You may know my name not my story. So, dont simply judge someone based on your assumptions.....

you dont know what sort of dark life i have been struggling the whole time.

Just wearing my so called 'Strong Mask' trying not to burden anyone else despite knowing my parents and siblings been crying and trying to give me moral support when the unwanted tragedy happened to me. 

when u feel ur body so tainted, filthy...u just think u cannot move forward anymore...

Currently, collecting back all pieces of me that been shattered into thousand pieces.

I'm putting myself back, the new me but the mark still there

Deep down my heart, i always pray that demon and his partner will receive the punishment, despite those filthy stuff u done, yet u still has gut to show up ur demonic face in front of my family and asking for sympathy!!!!!!!!

I dont know how many people's life that you already ruined. Just wondering why you not even been captured or executed...I forgot that maybe you have your own back up and bribe others to clean off ur dirty stuff that u been doing the whole time.

Funny thing, why u have to be someone from my bloodline as well.

Tenshi to akuma no otoko

Whenever you feeling down, he or she always there to comfort you. Obviously you dont want to take advantage of it and destroyed the friendship right >.~ 

Friendzone thingy *sort of you dont want to ruin the relationship, i prefer this way*

Things You'll Appreciate Only If You Studied Abroad >.~

       Because as someone famous once said, "the best things you learn aren't learned in a classroom."

 Contrary to every mother's belief, you won’t even feel sick if you eat shaurma,chicken wings for every meal.Or anything in the top, bad-for-your section of the food pyramid. We’re on a budget here, people.

 Humans are inherently kind.

Strangers will go far, far out of their way to help you get around. All you must do is ask sincerely ^____^

*Meet Hachi san - Japanese male underground singer in Korea. Very helpful and interesting guy*

Doner kebab as drunk food is one thousand times better than nachos as drunk food.

Mostly because nobody’s really sure which animal that shaved meat comes from. What a fun, mysterious taste bud adventure! * I started eating shaurma when i was in Moscow, one of my fav XD *

Every person in a hostel is a potential best friend.

And sometimes they’ll agree to travel with you for days or weeks, after knowing you for a mere day. Voilà! Lifelong pals!

 Studying abroad involves, on average, about four minutes of actual studying.

Shh, don’t tell.....hahahha |True Story XD

Taxi drivers are some of the greatest people on Earth.

They just love to talk. And they’re so enthusiastic. And they drive you places so you don’t get lost like usual. 

Traveling solo reveals hidden talents. 

You wouldn’t have thought you could navigate a Czech subway without a map… but you did.

 Study abroaders are incredibly lucky people.

Very few humans get to spend carefree months exploring the world beyond their hometown, let alone during college. To study abroad is a privilege, and an awesome one at that.